Moving onto 2020

Moving onto 2020

I don’t know where to begin, 2019 was not our “best year yet” it was full of pain and heartbreak but we made it through and are looking forward to tomorrow.

In 2019:
I was pregnant 3 times.
We lost babies at 5, 17 & 9.5weeks.
There were lots of tears.
2 visits to the ER.
My first nights away from my babies.
Countless hours spent in waiting rooms.
Tons of prescriptions.
The words “everything looks fine” more times than I can count.
Postpartum depression.
So many “what if’s”.

But also in 2019:
There was lots of love.
And so many laughs.
We watched Everly turn into a toddler.
And Emily a big kid.
The sweetest sister friendship was formed.
We went to Disney World.
There were tons of memories made.
And my love for my husband grew x100!

It’s ok that 2019 wasn’t great, at the end of today I am surrounded by the ones I love & we are all happy and healthy. My girls pushed me to be the best mom I could be and my husband held me together when I was falling apart. We don’t know what God has planned for the Musgroves in 2020 but honestly I just want to wait and see.

My prayer for 2020 is that I can let go of MY plans and be truly happy watching God show us HIS!